Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Platonic Love

You are my boyfriend on February 7th, 2009.

I want to walking with you on the country road hand in hand for a long long time, the destination

is far far away, but I believe I can touch the mailbox :)

Platonic love is my ideal love, I am contented when we just walking around with hand in

hand and chatting without estrangement. Is this kind of love is also your ideal love?

I wondered.

I am worried about my family's viewpoint about our relationship these days.

In fact, I have to admit that there is a gap, and I do not know how to solve this problem.

The cell phone bill has been more than 700N.T. dollars for two months, I think my Mom and

Dad is going to be crazy, I felt guilty. As for my elder sister, we have some quarrels, she want to

change some of my thoughts. I am not really happy, but she is out of caring.

Forget it!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

How Stupid...

I feel dizzy now.



Everytime after I chatted with you, I want to blame myself.



How stupid I am? I wondered.



Love comes suddenly, and that is why I am so confused.


I had doubted that you just want a new relationship to cure the wound, I am so sorry.


Let's make a toast to the journey on the surfboard, it may soon begins.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Hanging Around

I should went home and buried myself in the physics after the reunion with seniors this weekend, but I chose to shopping with A-Ei in Gonguan.

I have to admit that I am an ordinary person, I have no personality to succeed. I want to study hard, but I always surrender to my laziness and hanging around with friends. There are a lot of reports but I chatted with friends on line happily. There is a weak willpower to resist the entertainment around me even I still have a lot things to do.

Appropriate relax is essential to us, but I think I done too much. I felt regret and try to do everything well before they meet the deadlines.

Friday, December 26, 2008

The Pig v.s Merry Christmas

We have a activity that tell everyone who is their angel on the Christmas Eve. We must guess who is our angel and recieve some funny punishments if we found the right one. Though we were condenmed by professors because we did not prepared for the oral reports before the party, we still have a good time after some funny activities.

I like this Christmas. I like to make a cute card or a gift by myself. I like to imagine how happy they will be while I am making those gifts, and I felt happier when I reallly recieve their smile.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Singing@@

We had a singing party this Thursday. The seniors sang some funny songs and everyone had a good time. I sang three songs, too. I screamed and laughed loudly all the night, so I did not do well when I sang the third song><. Though I did not do well, it was OK, the most important thing is we sang happily together^^.

My tortured my dear throat tonight, my voice changed, it sounds like a middle-aged man.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Meili Weekend

This weekend is special, I join a camp which was held by the Chinese Medicine Club. I learned a lot about our ears. It was amazing that ears can represent the health condition of human bodies. We also have a wonderful ......and played some funny games together. I am happy to join this club, I can play, I can help others or I myself by those healthy knowledge I learned.

I have a unsatisfied shopping in Gong Guan, Gong Guan is far from the CGU, I spent most of my time traveling on the bus.= ="

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

My Angel ^^

"Angel & Master" is a considerate game. It is so great that there is an invisible angel taking care of me and cheering me up by dropping me a note. I received a bottle of chocolate milk from my angel today, what a surprise^0^! Most of angels write notes by left hand lest their masters will find out who they are. I am a left-handed person, I think I can teach those angel how to write words beautifully by left hand:) To sum up, I have a visible angel and an invisible angel, I am a lucky girl.

By the way, we ran 3km in the PE class today. I felt exhausted now.Good night!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Way back into laughter

Our Chinese teacher always tells us to look at things in different points of views. He asked us to present fables in the form of a drama. This activitie made this class more interesting and full of laughters. I found that the advantages of our generation is creativity.

I felt happy at first that the Chinese classes in college is different from those I get used to in high schools. We sat in the classroom and recieved what the teachers gave us in high schools. In the Chinese class in college, the teacher asks many questions to inspire the ability of .................................................. I think the Chinese class is boring,



I am in a good mood. There are so many happy and funny things happened these days. Today, I almost laugh all day long.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Smile

Recently, I found I can not help to smile.

I like to do some stupid things with my friends.

I like to laugh without scruples and with no elegance.

I like my mom's chicken soup.

I like this situation that I do not have to hide my feelings.

I like the wind.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Health is Important

My roommate Amy felt uncomfortable. She had went to the emergency room for three times these days. I felt sorry that I can not do anything to help her feel better. Doctors diagnosed that her nerves had some problems.

We always ignore the importance of health unless we found problems. She told me that every time when the illness breaks out, her hope will lose a little. She found her ability to memorize decreased, she often held back her tears and try not to let people who love her worried. She would rather feel dizzy and hard to breathe when the illness breakout than forget all the happy memory little by little. I think she is a brave, considerate, and mature girl. Though this is not a fatal illness, but it is still a depressed strike to a eighteen-year-old girl.

I should help her find her smile back, instead of cried with her together today. As a friend and a of her, all I can do is support her when she faint physically and mentally.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Styles of Popular Music

*Introduction

Music is worldwide language. It varies from different time and space. Popular music has been popular for a century.

*Thesis Statement

Three of the more successful styles are reggae, punk, and rap.

*Body:

A. Reggae:
1. born on Caribbean island of Jamaica.
2. musicians added hesitation beat that called ska.
3. reverse the roles of instruments.
4. well-known groups such as Burning Spear, etc.

B. Punk:
1. began in the mid-1970s as a reaction against previous forms of rock
2. special clothing and hairstyles.
3. punk music is simple.
4.. the first bands is Sex Pistols.

C. Rap:
1. originated in Africa.
2. appeared in the mid-1970s in the disco in the U.S.A.
3. mainly about dancing, partying in early years.
4. politics became an important theme in rap in 1980s and 1990s.
5. most rappers are black males, but there are still some exceptions.

*Conclusion:
Everything changes constantly, pop music is no exception. New styles are born, grow, change, and produce offshoots, they influence each other.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Hurry up

It has been a busy weekend for me to the extent that I could hardly breathe. There are four activities in this weekend - the sports competition for OPT, the birthday party for Rex, my cousin's wedding, and the steamboat with the Chinese Medicine Club.

PT101 is so great! We won the 2nd and the 3rd prize in volleyball, badminton, table tennis, basketball, dodge ball, and tennis. We are serious to every kind of contest, and we try to do our best, too. As freshmen, we may misunderstood the meaning of this activity, and some of us may say things that are rude. I hope they can accept our apologize. We are a big family, it is not that hard to forgive us as compared to condemning us. Take a step back and we all will have a better understanding of one another.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Complex v.s Simple

Little Dot, I know you are in an agony. I hope you can conquer this obstacle. Too much advice, too many rumors. To sum up, too much misunderstanding make things too complex.

Simple world is a legend, everyone's advice came in all directions. You do not know who is right, and who is wrong, this world spins too fast make you confused. You have only one mouth, you have no ability to explain too much. You have two hands, you hwve no chance to clog everyone's mouth. Do not jump to the conclusions, or you will regret. Standing in other's shoes , and stick to your principles, believe what you believe.

May be it is good for your future to experience this pain. You learned that expose your personal secret to the public is not straightfoward, is stupid. No matter how many mistakes, it is enough that we learn a lesson.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Transfer Students

My sister is a transfer student. She prepared for a year to transfer to university from NTCB. I understood how much she had done for pursuing her dream. Being a transfer student is not easy, especially for a senior. Every student in third grade is busy and has little chance to join activities. Then she have little chance to be familiar with her classmates. I felt happy to be a listener and consoled her, and I will always support her. Cheer up!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

So Far

So far, you are so far away from me, I still do not get you. When I try to know you, you have already gone. The only thing I can do is guess and guess. You said new things are more attractive than old ones. I do not always smile, do you know? I sometimes feel upset because of you, but you will never know. I will never say the announcement, I insist on my dignity.
So far, still so far. I have made up my mind this moment, my heart will go away from you little by little. The truth is --- our heart never being closed, so what is the meaning of ''go away''? I am a ridiculous joke.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Friday, November 14, 2008

Biology Ch9 →Cell Communication

Functional Classification of Chemical Messengers
•Paracrines
•Autocrines
•Neurotransmitters
•Hormones
•Neurohormones
•Cytokines

Paracrines
Released by cell, moves to target cell by diffusion
Paracrines- act on neighboring cells



Example of Paracrine ~Histamine
Released with tissue damage and causes dilation of local blood vessels.
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Autocrines
Act on cells that release it


Neurotransmitters
•Messenger of nervous system = neurotransmitter
–Released from neuron by exocytosis
–Diffuses to very close target cell



Hormones
•Messenger of endocrine system = hormone
–Released from endocrine gland into blood
–Transported in blood to target
•Target cell = cells in body with receptors specific to the hormone



Neurohormones
•Messenger = neurohormone
–Released from neuron into blood where it acts in manner similar to hormones






Cytokines
•Cytokines = peptides or proteins
•Can be transported in blood
•Released by most cell types
•Involved in cell development, differentiation, and immune response
•Often act on a wide range of targets






Thursday, November 13, 2008

Uniform Day of SSSH

Yesterday, most students of the CGU who used to be one of SSSH wore our uniforms and assembled in front of the McDonald.

We chatted happily and sung the song of SSSH together. Though I did not familiarize with other students except my classmates in 315, but I still chatted with a senior who major in machine department happily. It was strange that I felt both familiar and unfamiliar with others, but we have the common memory about our school, that was enough.

I hope we can have B.B.Q. together, sing together, and go back to the SSSH together in the future.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I Love Movie

I love to watch a touching movie and burst out crying and laughing to relieve the stress after an important exam. I want to recommend "Music &Lyrics.'' The sky is dark, but my heart turned
bright after I saw this movie. Music is a body, and lyrics are the sole. If lose either of music or lyrics, it can not be a complete song.


Way back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Sunday, November 9, 2008

I hate NEWS

The NEWS in Taiwan is so terrible! Those politicians are all trash! I hate division and violence! There are a lot of important things happening everyday in the world, why they always report these trash to us? Taiwan should become more international! It should not be just a slogan, it should be carry out. I can not stand the disorder happened these days anymore! I have no passion in politics at all, maybe I will not vote any politician if I have the right to vote in the future.