So Far

So far, you are so far away from me, I still do not get you. When I try to know you, you have already gone. The only thing I can do is guess and guess. You said new things are more attractive than old ones. I do not always smile, do you know? I sometimes feel upset because of you, but you will never know. I will never say the announcement, I insist on my dignity.
So far, still so far. I have made up my mind this moment, my heart will go away from you little by little. The truth is --- our heart never being closed, so what is the meaning of ''go away''? I am a ridiculous joke.